kim fox you little devil!

tomorrow is my birthday.
or rather it is my birthday in 3 hours.
although that could be a lie, because, my mother lies a lot.
growing up she told me that demons were coming out of the walls and alligators would crawl into my room and eat me. she told me that god was real, and that i was going to hell. she also told me her tubes were tied. (she has had 6 kids since then)

my cellphone rings, i answer it, i think its anna. but its discover card. and they want their money.

i tell them that i don't have any. that i have been drinking, and its almost my birthday. (kim fox is my financial adviser she is great. i recommend her.)
she told me that i needed a back up plan for acting, and if i was hungry she had a number i could call and for 30 dollars i could have enough food to sustain myself for a month. i told her i didnt have 30 dollars. she asked me if my parents were helping, and then i just started to cry.

why did she have to bring up my parents.

she told me that if she was my parent, she would help me. her son was 31 and still living on her couch!
i told her im sorry you really should tell him to move out, but, i still cant pay off my credit card. not even if she knocks my interest rate from 29 percent to 15 percent.

she also offered me a job at discover, she says i have a nice voice.

well. i graduate in a month.i have writers block. i have problems relating to people. i have a doggie. i have a boyfriend. i love. i have no stds. i have a gray hair. i will be poor forever. i will be poor forever! i will be poor forever! I WILL BE POOR FOREVER. and my higher education was a waste.

right now, who ever is reading should just say the thing that has been bothering you aloud over and over again. say it until it becomes a song, and sing it until it becomes a dance. and i tell you,you will feel much better.

or you can call kim fox 623 643 2145

happy birthday to me.